Just saw "half nelson"

A film about a teacher with a secret drug habit, and the friendship he forms with one of the young black girls in his class. Very indie film, very complex, some will be bored midway through but if these character based dramas are your cup o tea you'll love it...

I've said for a while ryan gosling is an awesome actor, maybe now people will notice, good indie film, the first half an hour the lack of tripod and the excessive focus pulls was giving me a headache, but the acting by gosling and the young girl he befriends more than takes your attention away, should get an oscars nod as it is one of the best performances one will see. 8/10

Going to use the last one of my sleeping pills tonight, pack of 20 lasted two years, they always rock my world, whenever i lie down after one i begin to feel my bed is a raft at sea and it's rocking with the waves, if i open my eyes it ends but i keep em closed because it's such a trippy fun experience, oh yeah and i fall asleep rather quickly too.

Kirk out.

Up again

So i got up at 8am yesterday and it's 4am so i've been up 20 hours and still can't get to sleep, watched "the interpreter" as a good friend said sean penn would play me in the movie of her life, i've seen a few of his movies, one of my all time favourite movies being "i am sam" but after seeing him in the interpreter i take it as a compliment. Going to try and sleep now, maybe chuck on the sphinx of imagination again and go for a trip.

Kirk out.

me myself and i

what a bizzare night, was supposed to go to movies then out to the night cat for salsa with a new exciting friend but both plans ended up caput, salvaged though because both events will be redeemed later this week, and what an exciting week it is.

Monday - movies with mother (call me cute and die)
Tuesday - 300 at imax cinema with cara (see: cute girl in photo)
Wednesday - first rehearsal with marion, straight outta nowhere we're starting a band, me piano/guitar, her guitar/vocals, it's pretty exciting
Thursday - ABC filming, always fun
Friday - SPIDERMAN 3

4:23 AM Insomnia sucks

My sleeping patterns are still ruined from the anzac day dawn service, dunno how i'm gonna snap out of them, hopefully try for six hours of sleep from now until 11am, then have an active day. Oh well, least i have cute friends :)

The Sphinx Of Imagination

A friend came into work and told me to listen to this http://www.hypnotica.org/ and lent me the cd. It's about an hour long combination of music and narration by "hypnotica" who with the aid of some very very heavy sound editting, twists his voice in pitch and tone as he puts you into a "trance" and takes your mind on a journey. For the first 10 minutes i was like "this is some chilled out shit" the next ten minutes gets a little blurry, then i woke up what felt like five hours later, like i'd just been through some epic movie adventure, i can't even remember what i thought about, i think there was a spaceship though, and angels? Either way i've been feeling good all day, going to listen to it again tonight, it does trip you out, will give it that.

Kirk out.

You're absolutely gorgeous, what's your name?

It's funny tonight i am out and i talked to the three hottest girls in the club, one of them was on my arm ;) vanessa, the other two are quite interesting, the first i asked as she walked by what the thing was hanging around her neck, it was a little heart, i asked if it openned she said no, we started talking about op shops, she had a cool name, ruby, it was cool fun, a really awesome chick.

Second girl, stunning as well, i walk past in the smoking section, and i say "fancy seeing you here" and she's like "Yeah" all excited, i ask her what her name is, she says phoebe, i spell it out and she goes "correct" to which i reply "haha and what's your middle name" a new curiousity of mine (ruby's was ellen) but this girl, phoebe goes "what, you're weird i'm not telling you that" and just walks off. It was strange, for about one minute i thought i was weird, but then i realised, who the hell just walks off on somebody mid conversation, her beauty fell apart from that moment on, i'm sure she is a great girl but there is never an excuse to be rude to somebody like that.

When it comes down to it, you can be the most charming confident amazing guy ever, and still not get that girl, the beautiful thing is though, if the girl doesn't respond well to your presence, well then it's because she's not the type you want to be around, why waste time on somebody who won't accept you for who you are. I was quite normal, she was weird, good night out though, two gorgeous girls i should have talked to but never got a chance but that's because i wasn't going to to any effort, that would have been rude to the person i was already there with, and dancing and sinking a few drinks with vanessa, zanna and grant was good enough for me, friends first, always.

Kirk out.

I've just worked it out

I woke up at 3pm, going to the ANZAC day service at 5am yesterday ruined my already lacklustre sleeping patterns. Not happy with missing out on an entire day, I started doing random tasks with the thought pattern "i'll just wash some clothes", three hours later my room is imaculate, i washed my clothes, i vaccumed, i cleaned my cupboards i organised my next two weeks in my diary, i printed out resumes (getting a new job, exciting). I wasn't in the best mood when i woke up, but just by doing one small positive task it began a snowball effect and now i feel friggin awesome. About two minutes ago i stood up in my room with my sheets in my hands and suddenly conjured this thought:

Positive action sparks positive thought which sparks positive action which sparks positive thought...

Negative action sparks negative thought which sparks negative action.

The beauty is, YOU have the power to choose.

If somebody told me this a month ago i'd have been pretty chuffed, the last few weeks have been blar, but things are looking, no wait, they ARE great.

Kirk out.

Welcome to Zee Blog

This is zee first post of my blog, zee first of many, why zee, because european people are hotter than most people, and speaking with zee's is my attempt to capture some of zeir hotness.

Zee you all soon,

Tim