Mind spill

Look how far we've come, tonight about 15 people of the elitest level, true amazing wonderful human beings, lets list them

diana
james
shae
michael
tash
tash 2
jay
chih
jacob
matt
marie
laura

dinner, made by two beautiful french girls, marie who takes amazing photographs and who is absolutely beautiful, and i get to photograph her, so lucky, no luck, blessed, all deserved, years ago i all i dreamed of was just having a girl that liked me, and now i have that and so much much more, every sunday, beautiful people, with beautiful visions, goals, changing the world starting with the people around us

you are your friends, you are the people you hang out with, and if somebody doesn't see what an amazing and wonderful person you are, or value it, then they're not worth your time

listening to ray la montagne, so awesome, how did i find him, by accident, i looked up upon a whim of a chance of a thought, www.myspace.com/godisgood or godisgreat or something, i don't even know why, the thought just came, and on the page was the song "empty" and so i followed it through and now i have two albums of more awesome music by the grace of a random thought that came from out of absolutely nowhere

so much greatness, such a wonderful day, with a beautiful girl, a beautiful friend, a beautiful day, a beautiful street, beautiful kisses, new, exciting, innocent, guilty, a friend from up north, a companion, a best friend who is an example of love and kinship that is only strengthened by others who don't match up, others who are all talk and no action, a worthy lesson, judge by actions not by their words, i also, must be true and congruent with my actions and my words, thinking about it i am, and was, i cannot be responsible for another persons insecurities, i tried my very very best, i put it out there multiple times, but if somebody does not take a gift offered, who does the gift then belong to.

swimming dragon, love it, guitar, singing, love it.... vanessa, love it, theresa, love it, despite it's absence, lidija, so mature, so true, so right, miss her, but not really, am happy for her, she's in europe, emma back in august, i do miss her, so special in her own way, david, gotta hang out more, is a best friend, gotta fix and clean car, fix van, do uni work, be elite...

in room now, with the wall, what a great wall, icoec, what a great thing, a great acronym, what a great life, a great room, gotta fix the car, the pacific, oh wow, the pacific, what an experience, must have perspective, perspective, living inside it you don't realise the difference between now and when you weren't in it, if you did, you'd be estatic, constantly, live in the two places then, the place of realising what it is like to not have it, and the place of having it, and be giddy with gratefulness, and don't just say it, feel it, live, it, be it.